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pray, hope, & don't worry
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3:09 PM
Monday, November 29, 2010:
Chilling out at Starbucks enjoying Caramel Hot Choc on a rainy December afternoon sounds like a wonderful plan doesn't it. Except that I'm studying -.- or trying to, anyway. I don't know why but i just cant get myself to focus. 2 weeks to finals, 3 weeks to end of exams, yay. Tummy aint feeling too good at the moment, and my back aches. having headache as well. Though the headache part might be psychological........................ can't wait to get exams over and done with.
4:25 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2010:
In my effort to concentrate my my revision i've resorted to getting someone to change my fb pw =/ kinda regretting though i hope i'll hold it out hahaha. glad training's stopped for the moment though. more time on my hands haha.
11:46 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2010:
I'm home now and I'm mad hungry. I have so many different food cravings right now! I wanna eat eat mango sago, tiramisu, cheesecake, muah chee, fries, so many things! but what i really wanna eat now is awfully chocolate's chocolate cake. which i haven tried before. and which i have an unexplainable desire for. OMGGGGGGGG. IM SO HUNGRYYYYYYYYYY. BUT I ATE DINNER AND LUNCH. hall life sucks. it's turning me into a glutton. SIGHS.
1:12 AM
: I
caught the deathly hallows on friday night! it was pretty good, really. there was a wand that came with the popcorn combo..... but i didnt get it =(
5:58 PM
Friday, November 19, 2010:
Too many things happened recently. Mum is well and resting at home. Schoolwork that I'm not yet able to catch up on, endless trainings and joint hall meetings, plus quarrels with boyfriend on a nearly daily basis is not helping things. A lot of time invested in hall, which he's unhappy about. The thing is, I have responsibilities to fulfill and it's not like I can chuck them away just like that. Most of the things are planned so last minute, how about ask me in advance? Sometimes I want so much to end all of it, but I know i will regret. But seriously, I'm getting really tired of all these.
2:33 AM
Tuesday, November 16, 2010:
我怎么了? 哦,原来是这么一回事。明白了,知道了。真的很想哭了。 我很想愛他 但是眼睛在說謊 隱瞞比較容易吧 免得感情變的複雜 我很想愛他 但是理智在吵架 退出可以解圍嗎 註能給我一個好回答
4:03 AM
Sunday, November 14, 2010: all too much to bear.
Truth is, it hurts. I don't even quite know what to say. If i could do magic, I'd turn myself into a mantou. Just because. I lost.
12:20 AM
Saturday, November 13, 2010:
One of those things that I get really angsty about is when people make me worry. You know, that kinda don't answer their phone for 2000 years making me wonder if they're fine and all, things like that. And I get really, really, angry after that when I've finally gotten hold of them. I can't tell you how selfish I think these people are. Because they obviously don't spare a thought for people who care about them. The only reason I get angry, is because I care, you know? and that's why on most days I'd rather i'm heartless. this way i wouldnt feel a single shit at all.
12:16 AM
Friday, November 12, 2010:
I'm at can a again, i seriously love this place. awesommmmme. I know the harry potter movies always disappoint, but i still cant wait to catch is. the finale, thinking about it its pretty sad. SIGHS. and i need a laptop sleeve =(
11:40 PM
Sunday, November 7, 2010:
Have decided to keep my blog lol. Anw am currently having my hair dyed at home at the moment. Hopefully it turns out alright =(
1:06 AM
Saturday, November 6, 2010:
Got back my 2 quizzes results, and should i say i'm really quite surprised given the amount of effort i put in to study for it. attributing it to luck, really gotta pull my socks up. I need money, a job, and manymany more time to study. bad english lol.
1:04 AM
Wednesday, November 3, 2010:
When I'm tired, I cry. When I'm stressed, I cry. When I'm upset, I cry. When I'm happy, I cry. But I haven't cried for so long, everything feels so bottled up. Give me a reason to cry. |