I'm damn noob when it comes to Starbucks. I only drink Vanilla Steamed Milk. but it's lip smacking good yummms. anw I've been trying to get the stupid live streaming thing to work so that i can watch calling for love live later, but no it doesnt =(((( i have no idea what im supposed to do sobx. and i'm re watching the korean version of meteor garden the boys in there are soooo yummy looking. maybe i'm just really hungry right now, but they're really good looking. love it when the lead guy gets jealous. sighhhhhhs.

Wah... F4 came to life today.

At Hard Rock Cafe, where their service sucks max, this guy walked in and immediately my colleague and i took notice of him then we started getting excited then the whole table turned to look at him wah lao damn paiseh sia -.- anw he's super young, younger than me but he was wearing a suit and all and hanging out with a bunch of uncles in suits. guarantee plus chop he's some rich man's kid and he looks good too. looks like leon jay williams, i think that's his name. how come i dont have friends like that =((((

okay i officially officially hate working now.

RAHHHHHHHH. it would have been my last day tomorrow if i hadn't agreed to work for 2 more weeeeeeks damn regret now.

it's late but i just dont wanna slp. have been slping only when it hits 3am now it feels too early. but im on full shift tomm so what the heck.

pain....sia......

okay i officially hate to work now >(

7oz frolick all to myself today yumyums! with ben and yiz, and half price rockzzzz man. anw my muscles are sore max and i cant walk, run or climb the stairs properly. i even have trouble lifting taking off my clothes and laughing cause my ribs hurt wth. i sound like i got involved in some major accident or what not lol. 

FINALLY played ball today after so long back at zhss. I'm so lousy now i get tired after shooting just a few balls =(((( I really ought to start having a proper exercising routine, otherwise i'd get fatfatfat. and i FINALLY satisfied my craving for ikea food except they didn't have the normal salmon dish that i've been so looking forward to =(

anw i'm gonna try appealing to nus fass and ntu mass comm, even if chances arent high anw. blahblah, whatever.

FROLICK WITH YIZ TOMM WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i want frolick now!

i officially declare that my favourite type of fish is salmon. i secretly think that if i were less lazy i'd actually be a pretty good cook. i shall be less lazy from now on so that i can take the first step to be a chef, otherwise i'd have to marry one in the future.

so who do i turn to, when i need help?

Okay I am sibeh tired. I swear that working at RWS specialty stores definitely makes you more more more vulgar. Anw, prepared my resignation letter which i haven't printed and submitted. Half hearted bout leaving cause I really will miss the people. but too bad i'm gonna go anyway. 4 months on the job is more than enough. *clapsforself* and these 4 months have caused irreparable demage to my feet........................... time to rack my brains for some farewell gifts to get them. made lotsa new friends, and a few particularly good ones =D love them.

anw been feeling pretty nolstagic lately. missing andersonjc, missing just the six of us, missing teamaj, missing the usuals. miss those times just bumming around in reading room/canteen/library/nexus/everywhere. those times dozing off in lessons. those times ponning lessons with who else but yizhen. i secretly think that's her tactic to get not to do well for As!  and i miss pe. i miss trng. I MISS MISS MISS MISS SCHOOOOOL. anderson junior college, boring as it may be, turns out to be the school that i've enjoyed and miss the most.

cliche, but its true that good times never last.

Great job guys. *clapclapclapclap*

really miss the game alot. the feel of the ball leaving my hand, the joy of scoring. damn.

and anw, I WANNA LEARN CHINESE KUNGFU!

I VERY BADLY WANNA GO TO THIS YEAR'S NDP =(

WAH fuck man im damn angry. Let me tell you why.

ONE. i fucking signed the students plan and they fucking charged me for my messages! LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. I SWEAR STARHUB IS USELESS. Imma call and make some noise tomorrow.

TWO. Angry birds on my ipod touch is making me damn angry. WHAT THE HELL.

anw on a happier note, i'm gonna accept NTU-LMS soon =D

AND 呼叫大明星 IS OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I still can't decide. Nobody is helping at all because everyone is telling me that PFM has better prospects but ask me to go with my heart. Anw, I'm thankful that I'm accepted, because I'm feeling happy everyday. lol.

something to make myself happier.

bought $10 worth of hope today. hopefully this will convert into $5m tonight!

HUAT AH!

PFM vs LMS. NUS vs NTU.

How?

Mother's Day was spent with my mum (duh) at Pariss International Buffet.

I DECLARE I'M PAST MY STAGE OF DEPRESSION I'M AS HAPPY AS I CAN BE. ^^ because ntu's acceptance letter came today and i'm phew phew phew damn relieved. Linguistics & multilingual studies. Gonna be coursemate's with yuting! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anw ______ with yiz and andrea and yiling from yiz's store! was fun yet boring because we know the place all too well. but i swear i wont go gold coast when i go aussie in july because im too chicken to take the rides. dont believe i will get the photo from yizhen to show how chicken i am.

I want an iPhone or a blackberry veryveryvery badly! regret my lolli much rahrahrahrah.

anw _____ tomorrow !

Okay.... Happy mothers' day (:


anw woke up at 8 and met boyf at macritchie to go for a run, like finally. except i havent exercised in 100years and i get tired so easily now =((( my legs get so soreeeeeeeeeeeeee. anw ran for a bit with boyf by my side telling me things like, "you see! that aunty also run faster than you" & "that little boy sweat more than you, you so lazy!" zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

mahjong tomm! with...

please, don't talk to me.

i like she's new songs.

awkward, awkward, and more awkwardness at work today.

cant really put my thoughts into words, even though i very much want to...

Be happy, be happy, & be happy.

Every, single, fucking, day.

heeheehee this is my new boyfriend. not his most flattering shot but google him around you'll see how goodlooking and charming he really is heeheehee.

i think i wanna move to hong kong maybe life would be better there, i wanna be an actress !

there's never a reason good enough for one to end their life, you know?

sometimes i feel as if there's nobody who can be in a worse situation than i am. but i know, that's not true. there's many things in my life that i don't like, that i can't change. but all the same, life goes on.

that being said, it's not that i haven thought about death. but because i'm a coward, i'd never have the courage to take my own life. it's ironic that people who take their own lives are the bravest yet also the most cowardly. they are brave because taking that one step requires so so so much courage; they are cowardly because they've chosen death as a means to solve their problems.

will anyone miss me, when i'm gone?

I want a smartphone.....

I cant even begin to express my disappointment. & and i want to cry so, so, badly.