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11:25 PM
Wednesday, June 30, 2010:
Technology fails me these days, sighs. Anw gotta make a trip down to NTU for a medical check up, have just come to realize jut how bloody far the school is from my house. Why can't the unis be more centralised?? Woots I like the NDP goodie bag this year, ultra excited wahaha. And I miss boyfriend who is away on a field camp. And is unable to book out for this weekend.
11:01 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2010:
Forgot to mention that Karate Kid is a tad too long. All the love scenes are unnecessary please, he's 12 for goodness sake. Anw, ystd at mac around 11odd this poor little boy was selling some newspaper =( shit man i feel uber sad for him, he looks super duper tired. he's like what, 9 years old? aft the movie ended at 210am i spotted him sitting in amk hub alone. sighs, i hope he's parents are not abusing him. anw! JAY CHOU invited charlenebaby to be his guest for his HK concert. or so reports say, i hope its true! I really wanna see the two perform tgt, hopefully a duet. can you imagine jay chou singing little dimple? i can't lol. or i hope they sing wu ding, i wanna see charlene do that song! The Jade and the Pearl, her new movie with raymond lam. she's a princess =D onwards, charlenebaby! according to her, her nose was so lazy it went for a break! damn cute lah pls. wahwahwah i super love this shot! loveitloveitloveit.
2:56 AM
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Just came home from watching Karate Kid with boyfriend. The movie's not bad, I enjoyed it pretty much. Humour thrown in at all the right moments, and not too much of it too. Love the Kungfu! I've been telling boyfriend i wanna learn some kungfuuuuuuuu. I really should huh.
12:57 AM
Friday, June 18, 2010:
Okay went for ajbball's bbq at changi chalet. I was still deciding whether or not to stay over at the chalet until i reached the place i decided not to. the place is just eerie please. our chalet was at the end of the block and was the nearest to the Old Changi Hospital. Shit man, the facade of OCH looks freaky enough and now you want me to stay next to it. I'm not maddddddd. anw, the chalet itself is very different from the normal chalets at pasir ris/loyang. all the chalets there i think must be preserved from the war times. isnt it great, freaking me out even further. and then at the chalet, i was all the while making jokes about OCH and fuck man i seriously regret it now. I continue to freak myself out even further at home by googling OCH and reading all those freaky stories about people who visit them. seriously damn fucking freaked out now i feel like crying. i think i need to offer joss sticks to the Guan Yin at my house before i slp and/or slp with my mother tonight. sometimes i pretend like i'm very brave but in actual fact im scared shitless most of the time. i just dont like to look weak eh. anw i received NTU's freshman orientation package, there's like 10+ camps to sign up for. i really wanna go for Union Orientation Camp and/or ODAC overseas camp but they clash with my australia trip fuck. i'll be missing out on all these experiences thank you very much. anw if any of you guys intend to book changi chalet, pls don't invite me okay.
11:38 AM
Thursday, June 17, 2010:
Somebody from NIE called at 8plus this morning to tell me I have an NIE interview at 9 today. Thank you very much, I'm not even aware of it. I've already accepted LMS, so why have they put me down for interview as well?! I have no plans to teach...yet. At this point, teaching is too big a commitment for me to take. although the monthly allowance is indeed attractive............. sighs. anw i'm super angry with that lady who called. woke me up in the morning plus her accusatory tone, "You didn't know you have an interview? You didn't open your letter box?" "I did, I opened it recently(like last week okayyyyy)" "Oh you opened it recently". Siao, why would I look out for your nie letter when I've already accepted my course. Common sense is that since I've already accepted another course at the SAME school, i wouldnt be shortlisted for the interview righttttttttt. anw! I really like charlenebaby's new song, 放手. baby I know, baby I know, maybe it's time for us both to let go. 愛已經走到盡頭. Wah, this line is so bloody awesome i just have to put it in even if it doesnt fit anywhere. I can't help but to think that some of the songs that are about her even if the lyrics arent written by her. BUT I WONT LET YOU GO CHARLENEBABY!!! NOT NOW, NOT EVER. WHOOOOOOOO!
11:54 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010:
thanks yiz for letting borrow your printer! her family is quite funny, you should hear the kind of conversation she and her mother has. Me secretly to yiz: wah, your mother don't look like she's 50, she looks younger yiz: KELLIE SAY YOU DONT LOOK LIKE 50! mother: thank you kellie! you can have all the egg tarts that i bought today! yiz: yah, you dont look like 50, you look like 55 mother: if i look like 55, you look like 30! yiz: @(*)#(*@##@^!* me: hahahahahhahahahahahahahah then a while later..... the door opens yiz' bro comes in waving his arms crazily: HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO and then he saw me and stopped and the whole family started laughing yiz (in a weird voice): HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO no wonder yiz is always weird and all hahah anw i think it's nice to have a family like that =D and the weather is crazy today, thankfully i didnt have plans to go shopping or whatnot. there seems to be alot of thunderstorms elsewhere in the world too. in china, where sababy's plane was delayed for 2 hours and in russia(i think) where this fb friend of mine had a collapsed apple tree in front of their house. anw sababy has like 30 autograph events in a week, that's crazy. she was in dalian yesterday and then flew to beijing today. she'll be in china for the next 4 months or so. LOOK AT THE CROWDDDDD. this is just one side of the stage okayyyyyy. this is in dalian. x3 to the crowd, then x30 to it and there's about the number of fans who will turn up for each event. and she's very excited about her new album, im sure the sales will hit Platinum. she's been blogging alot these 2 days, except its more like twitter, chinese twitter. if you have a favourite HK, china or taiwan (not so much) star, most likely you can find them on their sina weibo blog and follow them. she's so funny these days. introducing...... 囂張Sa! 性格:極度囂張、自大、自我中心、完全無視別人的看法、最愛自己稱讚自己、除了自己最愛還是自己、喜歡別人的世界都是自己...口頭禪:我真的帥慘了 大胃Sa! 性格:開朗,腦子裡全部都是食物,見到喜愛的食物會不顧一切、不顧儀態地吃,進食時耳朵封閉,肚餓會發脾氣,最討厭西瓜!人生座右銘:為了吃而生活,而不是為了生活才吃!組織:一班和大胃Sa一樣愛吃的朋友!新鮮Ruby,Cola嬰兒,Noodle琪,雜食Sing! 自戀Sa! all chinese words taken directly from her blog... in case anyone has been brainwashed enough by me to want to follow her, here's the LINK. CLICK OKAY. go see see look look wont die. tell me, how NOT to love this girl? and yes yiz i'm gonna photoshop my own photo with hers too hahahaha.
1:24 AM
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Today's June 15... which means that boyfriend and I have been tgt for 3 years 2 months! never thought it could last that long....... but that's not important! what's important is that AS A SA is out today! SUPPORT! 2 pictures from her latest album, super chio pls. jiayou charlenebaby, 祝你唱片大賣! and i managed to cheat boyf into watch a charlene movie, beauty on duty, which has awesome praises from everyone who watched it. so i asked him, what does he think of charlene now "she very ugly" damn sore right this guy, when i declared my love for sasa, he threatened to off the comp unless i apologise -.- sore max lol. anw i have alot of uni stuff undone, and i'm too lazy to do it. sighs, i was excited bout uni a while ago but now im totally dreading august. im loving life now, no work, no school. no worries! PLUS slping for 12 hrs everyday, life's good!
12:41 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010:
boyfriend and I went to the zoo today, block leave rocks max. boyfriend, durh. it's awkward for me to take picture alone......... his fave animal is the white tiger. or the polar bear. he doesnt know it himself too, hmmm. and then there's this ultra cute chubby ang moh baby. sighs, ang moh babies are the best hahaha. look at how cautious i am of the parrot. the proboscis monkey. ultra long nose and a red dick, super funny hahah. the majestic white tigerrrrrrrrrrr. the majestic me. wahahaha. pygmy hippo which is not so pygmy, but is much smaller compared to the normal hippo. act cool sia this guy. shit look at my rubbish hair and my pale complexion and my dark eye circles and my eye bags. damn shitty. my favourite show has got to be the polar bear token feeding time. seriously, all the animals there are damn on cue. i wonder how they train them SIOL. and the gorgeous albino peacock that spreads its feathers super on cue. damn on sia. and my fave animal of all! this poor orangutan was bitten by another and then he went to hide =((( poor thing hor, ultra cute some more. to the max man. the keeper had to coax him out heehee cute sia. take 1 take 2 take... boyf: "i cant be bothered" aft zoo went over to upper thompson fat boy's with dy jx liming. dy's 1.3k ipad next to my Ipod "mini" touch. i donno why people will bring that around?! anw i took like 20 pictures per animal so i have like 300+pics but im too lazy to upload shall do so when im in the mood. damn cute pls. anw the animals at the zoo all look super ultra bored. i feel so bad for them, i'm starting to think it's animal abuse. and i think its so humiliating to have to perform for food. they're animals i know, but that doesnt make them any lesser than us humans.
1:34 AM
Sunday, June 13, 2010:
they say, the eyes are the windows to one's soul. love her to bits! AS a SA is coming out soooon whooo.
12:42 AM
Saturday, June 12, 2010: thinking about life....again
"........children of Africa, and now they've returned home." I like that. For some reason, i'm really happy that WC2010 is held in South Africa this time round. It's such a nice change. Even though I am no big fan of soccer, I'm rooting for an African (or Asian) country to win the World Cup this year. Plus, whatever happened to Singapore making it through to qualify for WC2010?! Last day of work today was surprisingly normal. 5 full days of work wore me down entirely. When I'm tired max, it's either i get super high or i get super low. Today was an alternation of both. I'm officially jobless =( anw............ one of my friends is going for an amputation tomorrow to stop the spread of cancer. even though we've never been close, we were once still og mates and he's helped me out in a couple of ways with regards to school work. feeling pretty emo now. i love you all=(
AJCalumni is appealing for donations now, I'm gonna do my part and pls, do yours to if it's within your means. emo max =(
1:50 AM
Thursday, June 10, 2010:
it wasnt a good 2 days of work. today was busy max at the store, due to 50%+10% for staff. Of course being at the high end store, life's always been easy and work's been a piece of cake. so the crowd today at lunch and dinner time was unprecedented and got us all abit crazy, pissed, irritated, and whatnot all at one go. things are changing, and i dont like it. but of course, who am i to say anything, afterall i am but a casual. it's not that i dont like the team, but honestly once you enter rws, you lose all human rights. sighs. 5 consecutive full shifts, its kinda taking its toll on me, and it's not like i have an awesome temper, so im bloody irritable to the max, so dont annoy me. you know, i can be really fucking mean if i want to. i give you face, so dont fucking take it further. i've toned down pretty much since secondary school days, you dont wanna unleash that side of me and i dont want that to happen as well, i'm trying to accumulate good karma. anw i came home in need of some relaxation. and charlenebaby made me happy, as usual. i love it that she's able to carry off each and every look so well, and still bring out the essence of each style. isnt this girl simply awesome?
10:44 PM
Tuesday, June 8, 2010:
WAH! I WANT AN IPHONE 4.0 BADLY. VERY BADLY. and yay! I balloted for 2 NDP preview tickets and I won =DDD first time in a thousand years i finally win it. whoo hoo. damn happy, i've always wanted to go for NDP =DDDDDDDDDDDD and it happens to fall on boyfriend's birthday. now i dont have to rack my brains to think of how to celebrate it for him AWESOMMMMME. I STILL WANT IPHONE VERY BADLY. blind mouse goh jo lin who went for lasik recently. i like the lighting.
12:28 AM
Monday, June 7, 2010:
SIGHS. the thing i don't like about watching dramas is when the whole series comes to an end, i have that awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww feeling =(((( anw i just rewatched 꽃보다 男子 and i'm totally in a 花痴 mood now. seriously, how can anyone look so freaking good?! Lee Min Ho as Gu Jun Pyo. I like how he looks like jerry yan haha. Kim Hyun Joong aka my new boyfriend. he totally got to me (after he cut his hair especially) with his portayal of dreamy Yoon Ji Hoo. give me a man like that anytime and i swear i'd just fall heads over heels in love with him man. Kim Joon, who acts as Song Woo Bin in his solo track featuring Kim Hyun Joong. Kim Hyun Joong look super hot here omg. and i'm pretty into Kpop recently, or maybe just today cause i'm like aww oooooo and ahhhh. but anw i was watching SS501 MVs and it's pretty weird seeing kim hyun joong dance and sing, because Yoon Ji Hoo does not and it's hard to put KHJ and YJH together into the same person. LOL. i'm being all twitty and fangirly but who cares, i i'm in the mood for it and there's nothing to blog about anyway. why do all the sweet and romantic stuff only happen in dramas =(( SIGHS, this is all i have to settle myself with at the moment. okay just kidding, iloveboyfriend to the max. 3 years and 2 months, no joke okay. but still, i apologise for his thick eyebrows. and at the same time i pray that he doesnt read my blog hahahhaha.
2:26 AM
Sunday, June 6, 2010:
TIMBRE sucks to the max. The service, especially. So i swear on my life i won't ever go there again and would discourage anyone who plans on going there. anw this month's meetup with the usuals was planned to coincide with kenneth's birthday. so happy birthday to you, dude. realised this is about the first time, not taking prom into consideration, that we stayed out till pretty late tgt. we were pretty much aimless, so point to note is that we should have like ample planning with many different alternatives so that we dont stand around deciding where to go and then digressing again. tsk. and i have 5 consecutive full shifts next week, it's gonna be crazy. i hope melvin drives and that i don't die for over exhaustion.
2:18 AM
Saturday, June 5, 2010:
I LOVE YOU CHARLENE BABYYYYYYYY!!! and my baby's rendition of gillian's 心多. i think she performed it super well, much better than gillian. she's so full of character, love her max. ILOVEYOUSASA PLSCOMESINGAPORESOOOON!!!! |