LG Lollipop is so pretty.... I bought the red one today! Traded in my Ice Cream, and selling my New Chocolate but I still have to top up a bit tsk. I regretted buying the new choc the other time man. should have just bought the lolli and save myself all the cash.

Three straight off days...

Did i mention, may jo-lin and may have decided to stay at MG/world store after a debate. the debate was pretty much one sided anw. we were more like convincing ourselves to stay rather than presenting a fair argument for both sides.

you know, i have this urge to just apply to tp now. it's not like i can get into uni anw. that being said, i'm still nervous and scared ttm. tamade. but, i'm super resigned to the fact im gonna be a good for nothing.

and i put on weight. see, not shitting well and not exercising contributes to fats. since i'm off tomorrow, think i shall go do some running to make myself feel better. might be balling at night too, that depends. think i should hit the gym soon because i've decided that abs on girls look ultra cool. and dye my hair red too.

I really want a LG Lollipop =((

Work was fun these few days. Getting to know the full timers much better, plus hanging out with the other casuals really makes everything much better. Actually, im really kinda sorry and sad that I'm moving over to uss=(((((((((( Having dinner with charles thane and eunice tomorrow, yay =D and probably some farewell dinner (hopefully at palio XD ) with all the casuals and angel some time next week.

It feels good when someone tells you good service, when someone thank you by your name. Work is pretty alright, and just when im really starting to enjoy it all, i'm presented with a dilemma. I hope i made the right decision.

if i could ask God just one question...

Spending the CNY working. So fun. >( I wanted to wear a qipao one lor. angry.

in my dreams last night, i woke up at 7.30am to study geog and econs -.- it's really getting to me huh.

anw work's gonna get better now that handsome is being transferred over to work at the high end stores too. too bad gingy still didnt appear =(

the whole talk about A's results this entire day is making me super depressed. I srsly dont think i can end up anywhere. omg i wanna cry.

I feel fat and dirty. Haven't been shitting well lately =( Dont go ewww behind the scrn, you dont shit is it huh. dont pretend pretend ah.

Wah. Seems like so long ago since I last nua-ed at home. Life feels good again, just for today.

Sigh.

Sigh. this must be the most depressing year ever. It seems like I'm either spending every major holidays/events working, or that boyfriend is in the army. I really want a new job. Preferably one that allows me to slack and earn big money. I wanna work in a childcare centre. I wanna cry.

Y'know, they say working at USS is gonna be fun. but sorry i'm too damn depressed. I'm not even working in USS. You may think what's the big deal, but if you're one of the (un)lucky 5 posted elsewhere while 85 of your other friends are posted to somewhere supposedly fun, working together, you get sore. Even if it's gonna be more tiring than working at the high end store, i seriously don't mind. the reason why i went for the job in the first place was because they advertised it as retail under uss right, so why did... argh nvm. looking for a new job. though there's definitely people i will miss, but if im gonna work in an environment where i won't be happy, i might as well find one with a higher pay right. and work schedule sucks pls. i mean, why do the non chinese get more off days than the chinese during the cny period? they have to go bai nian is it? dont make sense right? stupid one leh.

i traveled the whole of singapore today. airport to sentosa to srgn to pasir ris to amk. 9bucks worth of transport fare. eunice was nice to accompany me to rws. and guess what, we walked there okay. it was so freaking hot. then we took the monorail to and fro like 4 times. then to srgn to get underwear from bf's mum, then to pasir ris to pass it to rayson and dinner with him at ikea thereafter.

okay i really bth. wanna cry.

eat some shit all of you.

I swear my life's greatest ambition is to marry a filthy rich guy and be a taitai. wahlao eh, i'm so freaking sian of work just after 3 days on the sales floor. i think its the environment, i want to die man.

and ystd i saw a vehicle hit a german shephard pup and the pup died =( there wasnt even blood, just one loud bang and the pup died on impact =(( so poor thing.

hello anyone wanna intro rich guy to me?

oh and bf enlisted today. and no he didn't bring underwear in. so damn smart right. met up with rayson soh too. i'd ask him to pass some underwear to bf if i'm not too lazy to go get it from his mama. orbi.

many rides weren't open today =( and it's about the last time i can tour the park with pauline ellysa and zixi cause we're all working different days different times and park's opening soon so we can't walk around the park like nobody's business like we did today =( that's a very long sentence. haha. lots of camwhoring with various characters and acting emo in the middle of new york -.- omg i think i'll miss this period of time big time!!!

and i really like my roster now. i hope it stays that way. actly, working at michael graves is a nice experience. but i still hope to work at uss, in any case.

AND PAULINE AND I GOT OUR DAILY DOSE OF GINGERBREAD TODAY. aka gingy. both of us are attached but sorry, TOO CUTE. and too bad for you pauline, you'll be missing out on some gingy action for quite a long time! if only i could appreciate gingy like starting 2 weeks ago =((

and hello i want betty boop shirts big hint.

wah you know, i think i miss g leh. he's like everything a girl could ask for, except for a few extras here and there. i hope he doesn't find my blog lol. and anw im sick now zzzzzzzz. but there's wrk tomorrow. pauline baked yay(: many ppl thought there we were sisters lol. i hope i get to transfer, keeping my fingers crossed.

and, the idea of starting work proper turns me off so much i think i wanna quit alr. i miss school alot. the school with friends and slacking and ponning classes, not the school with lectures and homework and tests. just sitting around in the canteen or reading room or library studying, or trying to. going out aft sch to the bubble tea shop or market to have lunch. these seemingly simple pleasures are like hiding out in farfaraway at USS. i will have to walk thru hollywood then new york then sci fi city then ancient egypt then lost world before i will arrive at farfaraway. yes that's how far far far away is. have to pass thru many diff time zones, very far away indeed.

and many ppl's tried bsg alr im so jealous. but im too lazy today to go down so whatever. i just feel like rambling on and on. and on and on. like the other day how i just wanna sit in the cart during the revenge of the mummy ride forever and not get out and go round and round and at the end of forever i'll be mummified and join carter, if that's who he is. is carter the guy who ask us to find th book, or the mummy that tells us we cant find the book. but i think it must be the human one. because there's a shop called carter's curiosity, so we know he's very kaypoh man thats why he got himself locked up with the mummy. stupid guy. serves u rght.