It's like SARS happening all over again. It seems like every few years, there'll be this new flu virus thing going around. I have no idea why, but somehow this time it feels real. Maybe because I'm 18, or because it's A level year, or because I have a boyfriend, and i can't bear the thought of having to stay home and not meet him, or my friends for that matter. Anyhow, I sincerely hope that Singapore doesn't get hit, at least not hit hard, by the swine flu. Because I'm seriously, really pretty scared. Aww.

Anw, the Sports carnival thing tomorrow, I think it's just dumb please.

tired, but i can't let go.

Everything I've been fighting for, it ends tonight.

What hurts most was not the loss, it was knowing that we could have won, yet we didn't. We trained, hard. But did we not train hard enough? NJ won SA, and we won NJ. and the result?

We didn't fight hard enough. We didn't want to win hard enough. There's so much I could have done, so much more that I didn't do. And alot more, we could have achieved.

But still. I'm proud of you girls. All that you girls have given to me, I can never reciprocate. Thanks girls for making my decision to join you people a worthwhile one. Just for being who each and every individual one of you are, thank you. Val, Clar, Jess, Mel, tkb, i really do love you girls, more so than i can express it.

To oqx, ms owyang, shina, huiyi, lynette, gladis, thanks for being wonderful snrs, for your support and sorry to say we've disappointed all of you.

To the jnrs; it's ur turn now. work hard, study harder. make things happen, okay? we'll be behind all of you =D

To Mr Arthur Lim; i'm sorry i havent been of as much help as i ought to have been. thank you for your concern, we know you care, you just don't express it the way normal people do. thanks, anyway.

To Coach; I really, really enjoyed this brief 2 years trng under you. thanks for injecting humour into our trngs, and for always trying to come up with new stuffs to trn us. and most imptly, for not giving up on us, even at times when we really cmi. thank you so much, coach.

team, aj!

the chapter ends

你爱我多， 还是我爱你多，能做比较吗？

我要吃冰淇淋！

It was great today. The feel on the court, the morale of the team, the fighting spirit and of course, the joy of winning. The determination to win, bring it to the court on monday. Go girls, we can do it.

The sense of urgency is getting stronger and stronger. The voice at the back of my mind is getting louder and louder. Halfway through term 2, I still know nuts about anything. A' levels, I can, I will, I must.

I dreamt of my Charlene last night!

In my dream, she gave me her autograph and I had a photo taken with her! OH MAN!!!!! I want to see charlene =(((((((((

One of my life's goal is to take a picture with Charlene!!!!!!!!

I'm losing sight of life. I need organisation, and some order. And guess what, I WANT TO STUDY. I WANT TO DO WELL FOR MID YEARS, PRELIMS, A LEVELS!!!!!! It's funny how I never felt that kind of urgency that I'm experiencing now during the O's period.

I'm tired, very tired. very very tired. I just want to rest, I just want to have some time for myself, for me to organise my life.

i'm scared, i'm nervous, but i just want to play my best. because its all or nothing.

I LOVE CHARLENE CHOI!!!!

DO YOU DO YOU?

sometimes, i really wanna believe.

there's so many things i wanna do, so many places i wanna go, so many people i wanna meet up with, i dont even know where to start.

sentosa, shopping, shopping, shopping, shopping and more shopping. it's just a lil over 200 days to my first paper, 5 consecutive ppr before a 3 day break and a few more papers and finally the whole big A will be over on the 23rd. i really shouldnt be blogging right now. argh.

Campus Superstar Finals 2009.

Mediacorp

Snacking before going over to the studio




trying to do "the kellie"


a group photo where i am the photographer



disgusting, i know. haha. twits.

AJ 25th anniversay Family Day

boyfriend is pretty into prawn fishing now! the other day we went again, with james and brandon, and prawned for 1 hr. we had more prawns than the 3hrs spent on sunday. haha.

there's still the CSS finals that the same bunch of us went for which i haven uploaded the pics, blogger is taking too long.

<3<3

Sec4, J1, J2. Happy two years boy =D

I got an iPod Touch today from my sis' friend who went to Aust for holiday and took from my sis. My 18th birthday gift from her. (:It was really meant to be a surprise, except that i knew about it and had to pretend like i dont. but well, thanks sis even though she wont read it. =D

I. WANT. TO. CRY. ARGH.

DAMN CUTE RIGHT!!! But this is my ahsa, not yours. go away!

and she has a new album coming outttt! and currently filming taiwan idol drama with Mike He which i hope will be out soon ^^ and aft that is movie with show =DDD

I LOVE YOU CHARLENE CHOI!! come to singapore =(