won't somebody come take me home.

i'm trying to figure out this life.

Today i read those letters again. Letters that used to bring back bittersweet memories, but not anymore. And it hit me hard, the realization of the extent to which you went back on your words. Promises, were never meant to be made in the first place. That's why I've never promised anyone anyhing. I don't believe in promises; never did, never will.

what's that about forever, it's just a load of bullshit.

violently vomitted at hub and home after cabbing back. swore i could have almost fainted.

hate menses.

i wanna have a cute baby leh.

Today was a happy ending to my two years of JC life(: save for some incident in the morning >(

His hair was so much nicer back then, tsk.

More photos will be up soon, no time now.

Anyhow, 2 years' over just like that. Lunch today (for the first time) with members of my class apart from the Usuals, and bowling with the usuals thereafter. I love 1408. If given another choice, I'd never wanna be in another class, though I suspect my consistently lousy results has got something to do with my classmates. Hmmmm.

Basketball wasn't my first choice, but I'm glad I have you girls now. (: The joy, tears and the sweat we shared, I'll never forget. I'm sure we must be the most bimbotic team around, but I love you girls all the same(:

A's coming, it's making me so anxious I just want to sit there and cry. Life sucks.

and tomorrow marks the closure of another chapter of my life.

today is our 30th month together. wow.

making up for lost time.

I had a nightmare again last night! I dreamt that my sababy died =((( I cried so hard in the dream, but there were no tears. And then I woke up, relieved that it was just a dream, phew.

Anw, I really like the "What God wants you to know" application on facebook. I can't help but feel comforted everytime.

Today's message from God:

On this day of your life, Kellie, we believe God wants you to know ... that how bad things may look right now means nothing, - it's how good they can be with God's help that counts.

In life you can absolutely count on one thing, - everything can turn around in one day, in one minute sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you might be a moment away from a windfall.

I think it means that I'm about to be rich soon. And no, with regards to my studies, I won't give up.

I hope.

Results are bad bad BAD. I wish time could stop for now so that I have more time to catch up. and i've come to the realisation that i don't really want school to end, i'd miss the usuals a whole lot. give me school without the work, that'd be nice.

Anw celebrated erika's birthday today. This funny number kept calling and when we call back it was unavailable, freaking all of us out.

I swear baby orangutans are so cute.