Yay back from chalet at pasir ris and sentosa. Haha the sentosa one was fun, altho we did pretty much nothing but hide inside the small pathetic hut we call our chalet! haha seriously, it's a small, tiny kampong hut with 4 bunk beds. But its cosy anyway. And thankfully there was only 7 people, if not confirm no place to sleep. So our bbq started at 5, and ended at 7! There was only like what, chicken wings, 2 packs of chicken franks and fishballs?! Yay and went for the Skyride and Luge thing at 9odd. And then followed by the Jungle trail into the super dark forest, like super super dark. And then back to the hut for card games and alcohol! AND KRAUSS! haha you dont get what I mean, but it's fun! KRAUSS! Im high. KRAUSS.

OH guess what? Today's shopping trip turned out to be as fruitless as I wished for it not to be. Oh well, nothing just seems to be able to catch my eye. I guess I still had fun anyway.

The couple of sentences above was typed yesterday.

Chalet tomm. And tomm again. Pasir ris; Sentosa. How fun.

Yay finally life is getting busy for me after Os. This coming week will be a busy, busy week. Shopping date with my 2 flowergirls tomorrow (haha), movie on tuesday, chalet at downtown east on wed to thursday and then chalet at sentosa from thursday to friday, and another shopping date with jac come 1dec. I'm gonna be like so shagged aft this week=( not to mention broke =( Anyone wanna gimme money huh? ooo maybe i'll go work for my dad.

and i hope tomorrow will be a satisfying trip i dont wanna come home empty handed. i think im turning into a pig, i get tired after barely 12 hrs of being awake. it seems i never feel energetic if i dont slp for a full 11-12 hours. oh well is this what u call life.

exercise girl, exercise... you're growing fatter and fatter hahaha.

I miss balling, seriously.

Oh hello! Finally!

Finally what, I donno. Anyhow..... Anyhow.... hmm, let's just say holidays so far has been not quite fulfilling for me! OKay at times I wish that the Os are not over yet. But i think i'm still in that exam mood, so hard to get myself out of it. and i cant bear to clear my house of those books that have accompanied me wholeheartedly for... 3 months? oh whatever. hahah.

Oh haha did I mention I really like to go out with Pakkie meng and Jeryl Lee. I think they are my favourite going-out friends. Cause they make me feel superior, they make me feel tall! Oh and anyway we have this deal that when I get married, they'll be my.... Flower girls! Haha! And I'll be their bridesmaid. OH yeah, Im feeling random.

i love these 2 girls anyway.

Hello I am photoblogging today.



Let me show you the idiots who make my life in ZHSS fun.


Ng Chun Yang- sec1


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Jeryl Lee Yi Lei- sec 1
and I dont have pakkie meng's =(

Out of boredom and excitement, I took out my sis' AJ's uniform and tadah.

righhht.

flu, sore throat, cough fever all in one and it sucks. =(

Oh hi it's nov 19th and it's time for me to submit my PAE thing. Haha the dumb thing is I donno where i wanna go. Actually, I don't feel like going at all. Oh well oh well.

Oh and I was watching I propose, kinda sweet huh. Yeah it is. Having a bad sore throat and it sucks. I ate so much today I think I got heavier by like, 2 kg or something. It's time for me to exercise =( i miss balling.

life is boring after Os.
oh man.

Oh hello.

It's chalet tomorrow, I'm kinda excited. I haven't packed, but I just remembered my stupid havianas broke on sunday. HOW. No slippers, oh damn. How? Set my eyes on a new pair of havianas already, anyway. Hello anybody's got any friends who works in NUM? Fabulous discounts.

oh and hello, it's end of Os. already? I need money. Anyone?

Hello, it's over. Yeah, the big Os. Actually, it just feels like anyother day =( I was really quite looking forward to this day like 3 weeks ago. Where's the sense of euphoria and ecstasy I should be going through now?!

But anyways... I really miss playing ball =( That feeling was so overwhelming just now right before the physics paper started. There's so much I miss about balling. I never thought this day would come, but I miss trainings. I miss doing layups, I miss running the school, doing suicides, set plays... I miss the bus ride to CCAB, bao shu-ing, that kinda nervousness before the start of every game... shouting on the court, falling down, running for the ball... There's so many, so many things I miss about balling =(

I never thought there would be a day basketball would play such a big part in my life. But there's no denying that the court has become much like my second home. Home away from home, haha. And yes, I miss my second home =(

and we'll find one another, in that big somewhere out there.

somewhere out there

Hello.

does anybody care at all?

should i be expecting anything, i dont know. but over time, experience has taught me never to get my hopes high. that kinda disappointing feeling sucks. that feeling of uncertainty, insecurity with myself. wondering whether everything that happened is my fault. it's tiring having to keep up this facade. it's tiring having to suppress within myself whatever i wanna say. i cant thrash things out, and its depressing. argh fuck this feeling. fuck.

i don't feel too good lately.

find me an escape route

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Hello money, where are you?

Anyway. a whole head full of thoughts that I can't quite put into words. i don't know whether i should even try to put them into words. but i guess whatever i have to say is redundant. anyhow, it doesn't matter anymore. christmas, new year and whatnot. yeah, i'll take note.

it's just me.

yesterday you asked me something i thought you knew.

HELLLLLLLLLLLLO.

IT'S NOVEMBER THE FIFTH. DOWN WITH MY LAST MUGGING PAPER LIKE HAHAHAHA. I'M LEFT WITH ONLY LIKE THREE FREAKING MULTIPLE CHOICE PAPER BUT IM IN A SUPER GOOD MOOD ANYWAY BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE NO MORE MUGGING FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

okay maybe not XD but that's a cheery thought anyway! Lalalala... Okay I have this urge to spree right now. No money =( what a downer. There's so many things i wanna buy but ohhhh well. I'll cheer myself up first.

Os IS NEARLY OVER.

thespacesbetweenyourfingerswerecreatedsoanother'scouldfillthemin.