I so wanna pre order Rowling's Tales of Beedle the Bard. It's 20bucks, worth it? Tempting though, must complete the collection. Hmmmm.

as with all other kaypoh singaporeans, boyfriend and i went down to the marina area to try to join in the f1 fun. but of course, everywhere else watchable was boarded up in one way or another.

HELLO WORLD, I NEED MONEEEYYYY

HELLOOOO WORLD!

Promo's over. Yay. Cant do anything now if i'm fated to retain or something. Caught Mirrors today after the last ppr with the geog people, it's M18. My first M18 movie. Haha, thankfully no one checked! The show was pretty gore and freaky, I'm scared to look into the mirror now, damn. The twist was pretty smart in the end I guess.

Now it feels weird to have nothing to do. bahhhh. i dont wanna start trng!!!

a little bit longer, and i'll be fine.

thankfully there's a stupid person for me to talk to.

i guess i'm someone who needs a closure to everything in life. if there's a problem, i'll want an answer to it. and an answer i will look for till i get to the bottom of the matter- sometimes to the point of irritating people around me.

you know, i used to ask myself how i could ever live with not knowing the reason behind our breakup those years ago. why was it that i accepted your decision as mine when it should have been something the 2 of us could have worked out together. why was it that i gave up on us when i know full well that we could have progressed into something much more. why was it that you had to go back on your words when you promised me another thing altogether.

now i've found someone much better, someone who deserves me more than you do. but still, i want to know. i dont wanna be making the same mistakes again, though in my opinion you are the coward, the liar, not me.

it wasnt even 30 days, but you had me going then. i almost loved you.

Went for Coach's birthday bbq last night. 7 batches under one roof, pretty big a crowd i must say but kept to ourselves mostly.

and this is for you:

I cant quite put into words how I feel, but I'm sure you understand =D I'll try my best, I promise =D Happy birthday, my Coach(:

你一直都在

went for night study last night with boyfriend at mac and only came home this morning. i cant decide if its productive or not, hmmm.

i hate it when my emotions and irrational self play me like this. love does funny things, one of which is raining down a whole load of crappy emotions on you in the middle of the night to make you feel insignificant and unworthy and pathetic and emo and other rubbish and all that will equate to hating yourself. those people who say to think with your heart and not your head are idiots, and i believe i'm one of them.

its 2am and i'm gonna shit, let's hope all that negative emotions that's currently overwhelming me now will be flushed out of my system like my unworthy smelly and stinky shit. dont go ewwing, because i know your shit stinks as well.

that's what you get when you let your heart win

Had some stupid allergy reaction to some stupid medicine, that's not paracetamol. that I took just now in school which resulted in one very swollen eye. And of course Benj Lichu Wimala and boyfriend are just soooo nice about it that they have to keep on laughing at me =( And of course I have to ignore and hide from everyone because I looked hideous. I'll post a photo of it someday. If I feel like it. So now I have some allergy to paracetamol and some other family of drug and I donno what's it.

I hope God bless me with some kinda amazing self-discipline and supernormal intelligence tomorow.

damn i miss my tuition teacher and his handsome face. should have like taken a pic with him before i left or something =(

I think I deserve a bang on the wall for procrastinating what I'm supposed to do. Obviously, I'm still doing it. Down with a bad sorethroat and staying home probably isn't the most efficient way of working productively. I'll just give myself lotsa crap excuses. I'll just fail everything, again. Damnnnn.

Was supposed to go library study with wimala and yiz today but library was so crowded so we made a very last minute decision to go to the sirport to study. lol, fooled around for a while and only started studying round 1 odd. but still, i've dones more that i could if i had stayed home. it was pretty fun, laughing at everything and fooling our classmates hahaha. and guess what, i'm feeling warmish =( airport, again!

curse of the nokia phone is set in motion again, boyfriend lost his phone today.