New Year's eve will be spent with Ben and gang tomorrow (: It's been sometime, i'm looking pretty forward to tomorrow =D

2 days away from 2009. I must say, Wow. It doesn't seem like a year at all. OG's celebrating our one year anniversary soon, how sweet. I think we are the most united OG in all of AJ =D

the bone in between my butt hurts from sitting in the cinema for too long. caught Bedtime stories at 1705, then Yes Man at 1905 followed by Ip Man at 2115. LOl, had to rush for each movie and pray that the movie before ends on time so we won't miss any bit from the next one. I guess that's what you call a movie marathon. a free movie marathon.

I miss 1408 =( below are my class' timetable for this year and next year, respectively. i swear i'm so gonna miss the 2008 timetable so so much, though the change in tues is definitely welcoming. =D the white boxes are those that I have free periods (meaning the geog cum no taking chinese ppl) while the yellox boxes represent the last lesson for the day. it's no wonder i was in a PAE mood throughout the entire year with that kinda timetable, especially on thursday.

Merry Christmas to all of you! (:
though it's a lousy Christmas this year with a hundred and one things all my mind. =(

anyhow, training on christmas eve is just SAD. what makes it even more sad is that we are the only ones in school zzzzzz. no life please. went over to boyf's house and met the mother, officially. and the boyf was nice enough to subject me to do the cooking while he goes off watching tv. how nice of me. after which we went over to dy's house and started drinking like round 1030 and i always get so so red with so so lil alcohol. not drunk, just super red as if im being cooked at the moment lol. it's always a spoiler when i have to leave rahhhh.

pretty much doomed to 3 years of JC life after today's paper. awww, sucks to the max pls o.O can't believe i freaked out last minute when i was left with half hour for one whole section and pretty much forgot/messed up all the stupid things that i put so much effort in memorising (last night lol) maths tomm. it's always been my downfall lol. i miss my handsome tuition tcher he creates miracles out of a math idiot. aint that sweet.

and life aft repprs are gonna be pretty much packed. i've got a tentative chalet, a basketball camp. on xmas eve it's down to boyf''s house to prepare some food with his mum (omg!!) before heading over to dy's for some mini gathering sort of thing. i assume its to celebrate my (partial) freedom. xmas, no solid plans but most prolly its gonna be spent with tj and/or my mum. boxing day is dinner with my dear og mates (=D) over at jenna's which is a stone's throw away and jason's bbq on the same day, still wondering if i should go or not.

aww i only have a soup preserved veg and rice to eat for dinner how sad is that

this must be the most depressing and disgusting holidays ever. i think the same goes to darren, he can't even go out or meet his girlfriend. poor thing, at least i can meet tj. hahaha. tho it's down to the last day and i know i ought to be having some sense of urgency by now, the funny thing is that i'm not. yes there's this constant nagging voice at the back my mind telling me i shouldnt be doing whatever i am doing and to get down to my work, like the classic angel and demon debate kinda thing. but i just, just cant muster enough self discipline to get off the comp and sit down and do my work properly. and i've been doing math so much more than chem, my chem's alr rusty. and my math's not even great. plus pet society on facebook. it's such a silly game to get addicted to. and the wrong time also. rahhh. i'l alr stopping myself watching shows online, but now there's the stupid pet society. and everything's else that's keeping me away from the books. i donno, this is just me. looks like jc had been a wrong choice right from the start. damn.

I'm sorry that these past 20 months, I've neglected one group of very special friends. They are probably the people whom I've know for the longest time in my life, and believe me when I say I really do miss the times spent with all of you. I'm sorry that despite the numerous advances, I'd always make the extra effort to back away. It could have been my overactive imagination, but I really thought it was better, given the circumstances then, that I stayed clear for a little while. You can say that I have always been a boyfriend-type-of-girl, maybe I am, but I really didn't expect my actions to have driven us all so far apart. Ask if I regret, I'll say I do, I really mean it.
But please know, within me there will always be a special place, a special place for all of you (:

I miss you people. =(

it's the 2oth month together already (:

I pray for more self-discipline and intelligence to fill up my empty grey matter =((

bought my ss2g ultra ystd, but boyfriend paid for it first. so i owe him some money, which i am feeling terribly uneasy about.

Being in a relationship really does require sacrifices. It's gonna be the 20th month that I've been attached, and throughout this whole time I'm aware that I've neglected several groups of people, and I do feel bad ya know. I'm not one who's capable of balancing my time and commitments =( and to those who feel that i've changed, maybe I have, maybe i havent. it's just that with added commitments, i have to re prioritise everything in my life

i can't quite explain how i feel =(

Happy birthday Irvin Tan. Finally! One more year till you're 18. HAHA.

Anw went studying with wimala minghan and his friend just now. tahjian came along but he was just sitting there stoning away. MY PROGRESS IS SO SLOW!!! I don't wanna retain =((((((((


WAHLAO EH THE LIL NYONYA THE FOOD LOOKS DAMN GOOD LEH.

i know i'm fortunate (:

Ahsa is gonna have an idol drama with Mike He, yayness =D isn't that exciting, charlene's first ever idol drama. i hope aft that it's one more drama with chun, altho there's gonna be a movie with Show soon. yay!

i am an ah lian, but so what?

knn feels good.

Val mel and me are meeting at 1030 tomorrow just to eat N&B, lol. It's been ages since i last dipped butter croissant into tauhuay and drink it with a straw ;) But still, i cant believe im waking up so early just to eat bf with those 2 girls! It's studying thereafter with Val, and that girl's got our menu all planned out tomorrow. KFC for lunch followed by Bak Kut Teh for dinner. Except I donno how we're gonna magick out bak kut teh tomorrow evening. HAHA.

and oh, i'm skinny but muscular. according to mel and oqx. got shape no substance, whats the use =(

and I seriously have to stop spinning the stupid orange ball before I shoot! it's a really, really bad habit and it wastes so much time rahhhh. and stop making one bounce before i pass. I donno why i do that, it just comes naturally i guess. rahhhhh.