Screwing it up, basically. Feeling so lousy lately i'm not even sure I fit the criteria to be a piece of crap. Even if i do i'd be at the bottom of the shit hierarchy, the class where all the diarrhea belongs to. 

I want to go home, but I don't want to go home. Going home kind of sucks now cause it doesn't feel like a home with all the things going on.  

I don't feel like me with all these things going on. I really just wanna run away from everything else right now. Would love to go for a jog if not for the fact that it's dark and I just bathed. 

Sometimes I wish i was heartless.