Okay went for ajbball's bbq at changi chalet. I was still deciding whether or not to stay over at the chalet until i reached the place i decided not to. the place is just eerie please. our chalet was at the end of the block and was the nearest to the Old Changi Hospital. Shit man, the facade of OCH looks freaky enough and now you want me to stay next to it. I'm not maddddddd. anw, the chalet itself is very different from the normal chalets at pasir ris/loyang. all the chalets there i think must be preserved from the war times. isnt it great, freaking me out even further.  and then at the chalet, i was all the while making jokes about OCH and fuck man i seriously regret it now. I continue to freak myself out even further at home by googling OCH and reading all those freaky stories about people who visit them. seriously damn fucking freaked out now i feel like crying. i think i need to offer joss sticks to the Guan Yin at my house before i slp and/or slp with my mother tonight. sometimes i pretend like i'm very brave but in actual fact im scared shitless most of the time. i just dont like to look weak eh.

anw i received NTU's freshman orientation package, there's like 10+ camps to sign up for. i really wanna go for Union Orientation Camp and/or ODAC overseas camp but they clash with my australia trip fuck. i'll be missing out on all these experiences thank you very much.

anw if any of you guys intend to book changi chalet, pls don't invite me okay.