you know, i have this urge to just apply to tp now. it's not like i can get into uni anw. that being said, i'm still nervous and scared ttm. tamade. but, i'm super resigned to the fact im gonna be a good for nothing.

and i put on weight. see, not shitting well and not exercising contributes to fats. since i'm off tomorrow, think i shall go do some running to make myself feel better. might be balling at night too, that depends. think i should hit the gym soon because i've decided that abs on girls look ultra cool. and dye my hair red too.