I'm losing sight of life. I need organisation, and some order. And guess what, I WANT TO STUDY. I WANT TO DO WELL FOR MID YEARS, PRELIMS, A LEVELS!!!!!! It's funny how I never felt that kind of urgency that I'm experiencing now during the O's period.

I'm tired, very tired. very very tired. I just want to rest, I just want to have some time for myself, for me to organise my life.