aj bball camp 2008.

our kind of supper. hahaha. miss balling, somehow. miss the feeling of running for the ball on court, of falling to the floor to snatch the ball and ending up getting bruises that we pride ourselves in and name them world map. miss calling for setplays, and having to execute them. miss the feeling of learning the setplays during trngs, where after much practice each of us will just know where to run as if it were natural. miss gg to ccab, and bao shu-ing on the bus. miss all the shouting and the bad temper on the court, but off the court it was as though nothing happened at all. miss the fastbreaks. miss the after trngs lunch, and the travelling around with coach on his mian bao che.

there's so many things i miss about balling. but funny enough, i cant find the feel anymore.

playing point guard is tough, i'm not up to it. i'd rather play shooting guard or small forward. i have problems with my passing and even dribbling. i can run, i can do fast breaks - only when during trngs. with pressure, with opponent closing up behind me, i can do no shit.

i dont wanna play anymore. =(