i guess i'm someone who needs a closure to everything in life. if there's a problem, i'll want an answer to it. and an answer i will look for till i get to the bottom of the matter- sometimes to the point of irritating people around me.

you know, i used to ask myself how i could ever live with not knowing the reason behind our breakup those years ago. why was it that i accepted your decision as mine when it should have been something the 2 of us could have worked out together. why was it that i gave up on us when i know full well that we could have progressed into something much more. why was it that you had to go back on your words when you promised me another thing altogether.

now i've found someone much better, someone who deserves me more than you do. but still, i want to know. i dont wanna be making the same mistakes again, though in my opinion you are the coward, the liar, not me.

it wasnt even 30 days, but you had me going then. i almost loved you.