i'm down with pretty bad flu and it sucks, i don't wanna fall sick on such a long holiday, i can hardly enjoy doing anything.

like how i didnt enjoy sitting at the merlion park for 5hrs today, just to watch like 10 minutes of fireworks. it could be the sun, the rain, or the crowd,because i used to enjoy it. it might be national day, but i was like in some foreign territory this evening. big crowd, plus the rain = 1/2 wet blanket. too many umbrellas, too many people. people just squeezed in and try to sit in that little little space in front of you as if they were miniscule in size. even the fireworks didnt seem so pretty today, some of it were hidden behind the thick cloud of smoke and all you can see is the illuminated smoke. is it human nature to stand up when everyone else does? refuse to sit down and block my view some more. to top it off, it's that time of the month (worse still, the first day) again and my temper aint the sweetest. thankfully i had boyfriend for company, whine a bit here and there, and his shoulders feels so comfy when im tired. dinner together with my mum after that, and he's on a quest to get into my mum's good book. movie tomm with mum boyfriend and sis, another chance for him. hahahahha.

something's bugging me, every morning when i wake up.

Happy 43rd birthday Singapore, i'm a proud citizen.