colorless green ideas sleep furiously
pray, hope, & don't worry
6:56 PM
Friday, November 9, 2007:

should i be expecting anything, i dont know. but over time, experience has taught me never to get my hopes high. that kinda disappointing feeling sucks. that feeling of uncertainty, insecurity with myself. wondering whether everything that happened is my fault. it's tiring having to keep up this facade. it's tiring having to suppress within myself whatever i wanna say. i cant thrash things out, and its depressing. argh fuck this feeling. fuck.

i don't feel too good lately.

find me an escape route

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